1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:01,200 Pessimistic
2 00:00:01,200 --> 00:00:02,760 All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
3 00:00:02,760 --> 00:00:04,760 But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
4 00:00:04,760 --> 00:00:06,340 Havin' conversations 'bout my haste decisions
5 00:00:06,340 --> 00:00:07,360 Fuckin' sickening
6 00:00:07,420 --> 00:00:08,180 At the same time
7 00:00:08,260 --> 00:00:09,640 Memories surface through the grapevine
8 00:00:09,640 --> 00:00:10,960 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slip knot
9 00:00:10,960 --> 00:00:12,360 Post-traumatic stress got me fucked up
10 00:00:12,360 --> 00:00:13,570 Been fucked up since the couple months
11 00:00:13,570 --> 00:00:15,200 they had a nigga locked up I'll be feelin' pain
12 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:18,120
I be feeling pain just to hold on
13 00:00:20,680 --> 00:00:25,660 And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb